Bad start of a day, because I had a beautiful dream. And the type of beautiful dreams I have make you want to never dream again. Thinking a lot about the chorus of “The Saddest Song” by Morphine today. It’s one of those days… And it’s a hell of a face.

I watched “How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days” with my sister. Someone should stop me from watching romantic movies, they’re the kryptonite for the lone wolves. Make me want to live impossible and beautiful lives with impossible and beautiful faces. I’m no good. Not a good day. But it was a good movie. Kate Hudson was doing all those unbearably cringy and clingy stuff for McConaughey to leave her and my sister kept saying “dude, you would love it if she did that to you”. I just had to agree, she knows me very well.

Got close to crying listening to “Hidden Place” by Bjork. What a beautiful being.

I got to talk with a few virtual friends from years ago that I had lost touch with. They were nice. They watched a movie, but I couldn’t join them because I was feeling awful, so I caught up with them a bit after the film was over. They were nice. Those were nice times. Eleven years ago in a few days.

Where have I gone?